I love what you’re doing. Sometimes if you can just talk or vent it releases so much stress. Ive dealt with depression since i was a little girl and still do now as an adult with my own daughter. I feel like im not good enough sometimes to the point where i get in these moods that i cant shake. Ill cry just thinking about things that have been said and done to me. I dont want my daughter to know what it feels like to not feel wanted by family in a world that doesn’t want you anyway.. A year ago i was sleeping in my car, homeless. Nun of my family would help me. My dad told me he wanted nothing to do with me. People dont realize that words can ring in someones head for the rest of their lives. My mom even said to me after i said i wanted to kill myself “well why dont you just do it”.. It just sucks knowing that even if you dont have your hand out begging for help and trying to make it yourself people still wont even care to check on you or see how you doing even when you do it for them no question no hesitation. Just would be nice to feel loved and loved for real. Just to know somebody wont say everything is your fault or blame you. Just to have a friend that wont judge you or make you feel bad for wanting to vent because “you need to get over it”. Just would be nice to be genuinely happy and not fake it just to make it.