I’m battling bipolar depression & anxiety. It has ruined my life. Sometimes it’s gets to the point where I can’t function so I have to stay in the house. Sometimes I feel so irritable that I have to close myself away from the world because I’m scared that I’ll lash out, like I’ve done before. I don’t tell anyone anything anymore.. my mom calls me a burden & tells me to just ‘snap out of it’ because everyone feels like I do. I’ve been deemed lazy because I can’t find the will to do anything or care for anything. I’ve been having a good past few days, but I know that the bad ones will roll back around & I’ll feel foolish because for these few days, I’ll trick myself into believing that I can live a normal life. This affects my relationships with people, my finances, & my education. If I could just ‘snap out of it’, I would happily do so.